just argued. people come and told me that he heard something from kian wee. and kian wee got the information about me from Jason one year ago. i clarify with jason and the argument begun. because i chose to trust someone but not Jason. he pissed off.
I was not good in mood is because i hope that Jason will tell me that he loves me after i telling him that i love him. the internet connection disconnected and i expected some messages from him in the Skype. but, I am wrong. there's nothing from him at all. He told me that he did send me the message but my connection disconnected and I can't blame him. Yeah, I can't blame him at all. is all my fault.
the communication broke down and that is why the argument came in to the picture. There are many things uncertain. There are too many people trying to create the troubles. I had enough. I just want to have a happy life without all these troubles. I just trying to identify the troublemaker and try to avoid the troublemaker. But, he doesn't trust me at all. No matter how i explained, he is not happy with it and he always think that i rather trust someone and chose not to trust him. I am very very sad of it.
i dreamed of him bought me the ring and gave it to me. I feel so happy even it is just a dream. but i do not dare to tell him anything because i worry that it will not come true.
I just want things to work perfectly and do not let anything or anyone to affect anything even just a very very small crack on it. I am so scared to lose him again...
Saturday, September 4, 2010
argument
just argued. people come and told me that he heard something from kian wee. and kian wee got the information about me from Jason one year ago. i clarify with jason and the argument begun. because i chose to trust someone but not Jason. he pissed off.
I was not good in mood is because i hope that Jason will tell me that he loves me after i telling him that i love him. the internet connection disconnected and i expected some messages from him in the Skype. but, I am wrong. there's nothing from him at all. He told me that he did send me the message but my connection disconnected and I can't blame him. Yeah, I can't blame him at all. is all my fault.
I was not good in mood is because i hope that Jason will tell me that he loves me after i telling him that i love him. the internet connection disconnected and i expected some messages from him in the Skype. but, I am wrong. there's nothing from him at all. He told me that he did send me the message but my connection disconnected and I can't blame him. Yeah, I can't blame him at all. is all my fault.
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